went for medical appt today..haha...the doc so funny..told him the medi make me dun wanna wake up to go work so i stop den he say change another type..den he ask m i losing weight i say yes..abt 4-5 kg den he like very shock..end up he prescibe another anti depresant pills n sleeping pill but he say these 2 pills will make me fat...*faint* so hard to slim dw nw he wanme gain weight..den he say ask me go exercise den wun go fat...so is forcing me to excercise la..

frenz..i noe u all r concern n disapprove of my tinking now..i not trying to fall deep into the pithole..but work nwaday is really getting very bad...team mates quarrel..boss pushing so hard..haiz..i really haf no job satisfaction at all..it is not cos of him tt i start to become lidat..thou it does affect my mood but still i trying to focus on my work n study..i do wish to bury myself with work n study but then work is really nt getting anywhere..

ok here is another song recommend by pw..坚强分手 - 何俊明
我,知道你握着我,要跟我说理由, 在电话那头,静静的沉默, 我,知道你不爱我,却没有回头, 在天黑以后,我学会冷漠, 我会坚强分手,自己远走,不用你担心我 天黑了以后,我会选择一个人过, 我会坚强分手,自己远走,不用你安慰我 孤单的时候,我会一个人到处去走走. 我,知道你握着我,要跟我说理由, 在电话那头,静静的沉默, 我,知道你不爱我,却没有回头, 在天黑以后,我学会冷漠, 我会坚强分手,自己远走,不用你担心我 天黑了以后,我会选择一个人过, 我会坚强分手,自己远走,不用你安慰我 孤单的时候,我会一个人到处去走走.

count down to my bday...2 days...