自从爱上了你的 气息 我就不再是我 自己 关上了门 专注爱你 相信这份爱 你也会珍惜 看着你紧握他的手 而离去 那颗爱你的心 痛得彻底 不愿清醒 说服自己面对 谁还可以 安抚受伤的心 我知道该背负的伤都只有我自己 为何放不开你 虚情假意 多情的我遇上 绝情的你 早就注定这是 悲伤结局 我知道再多的爱你再也负担不起 不甘放手让你 离我远去 多情的我遇上 绝情的你 黑夜再长也不要 有回忆 看着你紧握他的手 而离去 那颗爱你的心 痛得彻底 不愿清醒 说服自己面对 谁还可以 安抚受伤的心 我知道该背负的伤都只有我自己 为何放不开你 虚情假意 多情的我遇上 绝情的你 早就注定这是 悲伤结局 我知道再多的爱你再也负担不起 不甘放手让你 离我远去 多情的我遇上 绝情的你 黑夜再长也不要 有回忆 思念不断蔓延 跨过曾经 谁 来拯救这个受伤的心 怪我 太痴情 怪我 傻透到底 求你不要再来 伤我的心 我知道该背负的伤都只有我自己 为何放不开你 虚情假意 多情的我遇上 绝情的你 早就注定这是 悲伤结句 我知道再多的爱你再也负担不起 不甘放手让你 离我远去 多情的我遇上 绝情的你 黑夜再长也不要 有回忆 黑夜再长 也不要 有回忆

为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
每当我在夜里想起你的时候，不知道你在哪头。 心里面有许多许多的哀与愁，不知是否是永远的伤口。当你扔下我一个人说走就走，其实我也知道你很难受。 只是这个世界把你我分两头，割断青丝与残优。 想起你我相爱的时候，想见只能在电话里头。 我真的好伤悲，好难受。不知道什么时候才是尽头。 为什么相爱的人不能够在一起，偏偏换成了回忆。 我带着你的照片找到海角天边希望你会再出现。为什么相爱的人不能够在一起，偏偏换成了回忆。 我就算忘记世界也忘记你，也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜。

怎么会狠心伤害我
每个孤独的晚上 就象电影的散场 身边的人都离开 不知何时有泪光 每个相爱的地方 都象回忆织的网 多少痛苦关在胸膛 谁能看出我的伤 ━━≡music≡━━ 当我松开你的手 眼泪离开眼眶后 喝下沉溺的烈酒 醒来最终要接受 当爱散落的时候 何谓天长和地久 痛苦了一生的时间 是否明白是否足够 怎么会狠心离开我 这一切到底为什么 分不清一切都是谁的错 付出换来这种结果 怎么会狠心伤害我 可怜我爱你那么多 失去了快乐幻灭了承诺 守住两个人的日子一个人过

Hi friends out there...thanks for the concern...i much better now le and has gone back to work...

going back to work feel so strange..my colleagues dun really talk to me leh..tink they r quite unhappy that i haf been away for so long oso ba...

worse is i found out i enrol wrong unit for my study oso..saw an email from my lecturer stating that if pass both math n econ bridging, can haf another unit exempted..but prob is i already enrol n pay for that unit..stupid lo..course start at 4 Aug but lecturer only sent out email at 28th aug stating that if we have queries on selecting units can ask him....went to the sch to check but the counter staff cant gif me an ans as in whether there are futher exemption, need to double confirm wif my lecturer den decide..mayb can refund me full or mayb partial oni..hope is full ba..cos nt my fault leh..right from start no 1 tell me got additional exemption lo...

as days passed, i realise he seem to b able to live his life w/o me oso..planning so many activities for himself..so y m i still pinning hope or thinking abt it..shldn't i live better den him???i really start to doubt guy's word...wondering y a person can change so much..

"when a guy say he love you 4ever, the 4ever will end when he say this to another ger"

"b brave to face ur own heart, then u will b able to find out what u really wants"

Hi frenzs...been missing for weeks le...not easy weeks for me..when u r down..everything bad jus come oso...

this yr my bday was the worse bday i ever haf..been crying on tat day and spend the day alone at msia..such a miserable bday..worse is i start to feel sick oso but still went back to work on mon...end up lunch time went c doc and haf mc for tt day..doc told me gt some infection so eat aniti biotics...another day pass n i become weaker till wed,roy bought me to c doc again at the hospital. it was so bad that the staff there gave me wheelchair...n doc suggest to go for drip...was lying in hospital while waiting for my blood report and under obseravation...report out n show that i have bad infection n my white blood count is 235( normal is less than 10), so he has no choice but to precribe a stronger anitibiotics for me..each day i m so sick that i jus stay on bed..until sat roy sent me back to msia cos my mum was worry n wanna take care of me...end up i fainted at the checkpoint..suggestion was to sent me back to sg hospital but my mum worry that i cant stand teh journey back again..so decided to sent me home n observe c how..i mus b so sick that my mum was so worry tt i c her tears dropping...it really break my heart..roy was so worry oso that sun he gt a chinese sinseh to go my hse c me...chi sinseh say there r ulcers in my intestines causing internal bleed tt y my blood count is so weak n say shld nt sent me to hospital else in western medical, they might treat as cancer...so i stop the anti biotics and eat chinese medi..still was lying on bed for few days...went for another test 2 days back n now my white blood cell is back to normal but was diagnosed that i have Anemia. after a weeks plus on bed..today finally feel better n hence here i m to update u gers wat happens...

still have another week of mc..but i tink i definitely will have a hard time when i return to office..haiz..mc for 3 weeks sia.. boss already very unhappy due to my depression and medical leave nw i having mc again...frankly speaking...i m very unhappy with the job oso le..haiz...

why it is when eveytime i m down, at my darkest time u r the one there for me....thanks for the things u done for me...thanks for still being there for me even thou everytime my tears roll down becos of him...

y m i still thinking of him when he hurt me so much..i still misses him so much and cried for him...emo still goes on............